back~

mentally exhausted due to severe laziness after exam... actually i could hardly recall when did i really work hard here.....=.=.. hv been so not in mood to work that i dun even wanna act like busy...lol

half day sick leave days b4... short lunch alone b4 lunch hr, followed by a couple of hrs reading at page one... almost gonna write a poem but i realized how poor my eng is...lol... hvnt been totally away from everything for awhile and i think its cool to periodically away from work by means of sick leave. heehee. it would be even better if i can enjoy all these benefit with 1 more zero before the decimal place on my pay cheque

back to reality.... the fact is... as the bottom part of a organziational chart u cant expect anything other than shit... and 90% of the ppl there have the authority to throw all kinds of crap to u which may be not technically needed at all. and wat make it worse... u r not entitled to the rights to say NO.>_< wat a pity... anyway~ i realize that there is no pt to work hard as work is always available to u. so just hea, hea and hea is the only option to me laaaaaaaaaaaaaa

shit... work has distorted my mentality so much that my fire was gone. omg... i used to be a v hardworking guy b4!!!!

p.s. ragazza.... be good wor ok? haha~

hvnt updated for ages

finished qp exam... quite shitty tho... anyway its over wahahaha.... but module a & c are around the corner laaa... wtf, still cant believe that i have to spend ALL OF MY ANNUAL LEAVE becoz of this fuking retarded exam from the stupid hip hop institute. delete rome

anyway... back to work. now @ client's office... quite hea... n can leave early... jeng!